Understand that Mandi never liked me much, and only talked to me because she thinks it is her job to please old guys. I asked her what she needed or what was going on, that she wanted a visit. I thought maybe some other guy has been visiting her all this time. And they had a falling out, and that freed up one of her three weekly visits. She told me she just wanted to talk. Then she told me she likes listening to the radio, WDBO, I don’t hang out with girls who consume any type of media. Because they are always parroting left-wing dogma, or sermons from the Kardashians. Like Guy Montag’s wife. So I tuned in to see what WDBO is about. They were talking about adult stuff, like mortgage strategies. Wtf? Then she told me she had been reading books by a woman named "Diane Chamberlain" that really connected with her. She was strongly affected by the experience and very much wanted to get more of them. I looked up "Diane Chamberlain" and I read about a book called "The First Lie." And I knew Mandi woke up somehow, she had been red-pilled. There is that line in the Matrix "born into a prison that you can not smell or taste or touch. A prison for your mind." Mandi was starting to taste the walls of the prison she had been her whole life in, since she fell out of that tree. Now Mandi talks about all kinds of things, and says things she never would have said or thought before. She even talked about the psychology of strippers. If you ever saw her smiling in the strip club, she never behaved like she had any notion that there was a psychology of strippers. Then suddenly in the summer of 2019, she was boasting to me of knowing what the other strippers were thinking. So I don’t know what happened, but I am very surprised that suddenly Mandi Jackson seems pretty normal. Just in like starting in the summer of 2019. Like she suddenly developed a normal adult mind regardless of environment. I will give you an example of something she said during a video visit. Though it is not limited to just one thing she said. I asked Mandi what she tells the other girls in jail about me. She said she tells everyone I am her sugar daddy. I said I never wanted to be called her sugar daddy. I said the key difference, is a sugar daddy is someone who is happy with the arrangement. Mandi responded approximately "I know exactly what you mean." Wtf? In 2015, I had been searching for months for a way to point out to Mandi that our relationship was not the best thing. But without being so harsh that she would run away. So I finally came up with the word "weird." I said "Our relationship is weird." Mandi had a fit, and just about burst into tears. She said "It's not weird, I'm your ho." I wanted to tell her she was "naive" but there was no equivalent word that would be more familiar to her. So how does a girl, surrounded by nothing but crazies in jail for three years, come not only to know how a guy feels about his relationship with her, but to understand why, and even empathize with him? From what well in the jail did she draw this information? How does she suddenly know what I am talking about? Nikki was at least in a house with three guys for a year, to learn something about people. I don’t think there was that much just in some Diane Chamberlain books. Maybe I was right after all, it really just happens spontaneously after the passage of time. The idea that Mandi Jackson could suddenly grow a normal adult mind in the middle of a jail surrounded by crazies, is like Christmas coming in Whoville without ribbons, tags, packages, boxes, or bags. As usual, I have a theory. There is only one explanation. The only explanation is these ideas were in her head all along. But the part of her mind with these thoughts, was not properly connected to the part of her mind that talks (psychologists would say "plans a pattern of expressive behavior"). But suddenly she has a working mind, with experiences forming into thoughts, which then form into words and actions. I felt like Bruce Willis in "The Sixth Sense." Seeing Mandi Jackson suddenly start talking like my niece, in a way that fits with what I was predicting five years earlier, is probably the most amazing thing I will witness in my life. On the other hand, I kind of miss Alice in Wonderland. I wish I had one last drive with her. The world already has IV-66