8. NUCLEAR FAMILY Summer 2015 One called from and she was suicidal. I was in I hadn't been able to her for a few weeks, and she had money and wanted to kill herself. It is true I hadn't any for a few weeks. Not since the week she had her appendicitis operation. She been sick with her ongoing problems, and feeling about herself Plus, I suspected she had desperate she did porn where they had her gang-banged by a bunch of guys. Was she really was just was suicidal, to get me to fuck her for money? Was the guy really beating her? was she just me stories, to get me to fuck her for Was really such distress? was she just telling me she was in distress, to get me to fuck her it was both. She really and she I would help her. Once she I worried really might stopped answering texts. And she got what she wanted. I promised to start giving her again. I told her I was moving back Orlando because Miami smells like urine everywhere, and I got a new job and I would have no problem her on a regular course when I moved to Orlando started my new job, I no part of my promise made under duress to a suicidal person. But she said you made a promise! I said this is ridiculous, I cannot be you you are not my you are even my girlfriend. you you would, so am going to come over and fuck you every week the money. Plus, my brother needs school clothes. texted while I was riding motorcycle to work on 1-4 in the rain, it was a little hard argue. She was determined. I finally gave in. The next week she came and fucked me in Kissimmee, and dropped her little brother off at the Putt-Putt miniature golf. She said was crying because she couldn't stay and with them. But she had to see me to make this money so she could take them to Wet 'n Wild next week. This sounded like some weird shit she made up to get money from me. I didn't know probably she was spending money on crack. But anyway, it was not like it was something had designed or sought to be involved in. I starting a job, and trying to find a temporary place I could with three dogs until I moved my stuff back from I had too much to think to her weird story. But the next week when she asked for money, told her I to come to your house. Of course she was suspicious that needed to know she lived. She already told me she moved got evicted. And knew it a lie, because the intersection did not even exist. I explained is because I want stalk you or something violent. It is that a guy who spends money needs see where it is going. When old guy gives money to a girl, he has a moral to sure is going for the good, and not for bad. So I went over expecting to see disgusting trailer, and it was not that at all. It was a nice little house, a pool. And the refrigerator kinds of nice foods, neatly sections. was a section with food for a kid. there was a section with the juices she needed to drink for her kidney had two dogs and some cats, and all dog and cat food was in its place. She it was her grandparents' house. They were getting foreclosed, so they had moved out. So they were letting her live there with her little until the sheriff came. In the back was her brother’s room, and I was not allowed to go back there. She all around picking things f1dgeting with Like a can opener, a toy, an mitt, I don’t even thought she was nervous about something, or know what to do to entertain me. But it been what they call "utilization behavior." She was wearing cutoff overalls, a fashion statement of pretending to be redneck for Halloween. I thought with this nice house, these designer overalls, this not even a redneck. She is a JAP pretending to a redneck, is a redneck. At some point told me, her original family name was Jacobson. She looked awfully good in those cutoff overalls, and I was not going to without her. She told me she 1-22 - night she me Broward Miami. see no given her money after had health terrible become so a shoot, black suicidal? Or she saying she Or telling money? she in Or for money.?As always, believed it, knew knew was she kill herself, she money to helping every week basis. Of and wanted giving money every week wife, not She said promised I twice for little She a so to very he play what to believe, the I was new stay Miami. else about, dwell on I need over Why? I where where after she I was it not to do just to an young responsibility make it the some with had all arranged into There And failure. She the said brother, little walked up and them. oven remember. I didn’t may have like a and cutoff is be she fake she leave fucking