6. THE FOUR MOTIVES - December There many things about person like Mandi, that jurors aren’t going understand their own life experience. They don't know how the girls Mulrenin for sex, have guy waiting somewhere and he knows it. They have no experience how young girls make older guys College guys who date girls their same married people, "normal" people who report for jury duty, things as a couple. If you visit friend, you together. The closest thing might know to world Mandi and Mulrenin in, up a at school. It's not when you pick up your at airport, and you wish you could go out to the gate and meet When you your kid at school, wait outside. People with an ordinary life like an ordinary people who have never had sex a stripper or hooker a girl less than half your age, can too to assume Love and colluding, even though Love Jackson are seen on video Jurors no what they looking They have never been The key to guessing what is doing there state mind - motive - on the timing. Just someone saw you on video outside your kid’s school. My first experience a younger girl me outside, was when I was That 19-year-old girl Sparrow picked me up hitchhiking in red Ford Explorer with her Brittany "Brit." She stayed at my for a few days, we had sex a bunch times. If you are a normal college hippie, you are feel like a couple at that point. You sort of to do things together. had been telling her best friend forever, Jen, who lived in Golden. So on our day after she got her car, she brought me on a trip to visit her bff Jen Golden. It was two away. called from a pay street or something, we went to J house. But I really know, because Sparrow surprised me by telling me to wait in the car! They apparently about some important life and issues. Like Jen had a sugar daddy apparently, but Sparrow broke up. And was there to tell she broke up with her fiance, and was living with her new older guy, me. knew something about older guys. whole trip least nine hours. got back at At the end of I could not confirm that her friend Jen even existed. I never laid eyes on her, and she saw me. I am not sure why Sparrow even me. Probably for fun and also for gas money, and to make sure door wouldn’t locked when got home. I had normal girlfriends prior to that, long-term where of our friends in common. Normal want to introduce to their friends, and know if their friends approve. they will dump you. Girls screw much older people won't approve. They do in private march beat their own drum. I to Sparrow's parents Her dad dropped giant nickel-plated on the kitchen counter front of me. I not sure why. Her mom dropped a strange completely out of the blue. It was something like father anything inappropriate when she was a child, we gave her a good I it to mean he fucked her. she kept secret. day, and Brit and I went visit older girl in Fort Collins who was a I was looking forward to meet a model girl. Sparrow was driving. Again, I was told to in the out in the street some bland suburban development. Sparrow want older model girl seeing me. Maybe I am geeky, maybe I seemed to old. Maybe Sparrow was a guy, but I don’t think so. think she was smoking weed in They didn't want to share me. smoking her friend’s weed, but bringing me in be imposing much. I it was probably around the 30-minute mark, that I started to get maybe a little irritated. was tempted to knock. But I didn't. IV-32 14, 2016 are a to from exploits always another also with wait outside. age, do a visit they the lived is picking kid like go fiance the her. pick up you experience couple, with or be quick Jackson are and never together. have idea are at. there. Love and his of his depends like if with making wait 27. her Spaniel named house of going to sort of expect She me about second road in hours She Jen phone up the and then en’s don't talked very boyfriend didn't know they Sparrow Jen So Jen The took at We left midday, and night. it, never brought companionship. But my be she girlfriends, 100% were friends girlfriends you If not who guys know things and to the of went house. a revolver in am line "Sparrow's never did home!" took And it The next Sparrow to an model. Again, wait car, in didn't the really meeting with I there. with She was would too guess I go